Well, I didn’t become a DL this term. To be honest, I think it doesn’t really come as a surprise that I didn’t achieve my so called ~goal~. I’ve been slacking off so much this term. In fact, even though I’m physically present in class, most of the time (well, at least in certain classes) I’ve been playing on my phone or ipod touch, and then, even when I get home, I rarely look at my notes. Tsk, frankly speaking, I’m very much disappointed in myself. But what’s done is done. Again, this time I swear that I’m going to study and give my best. But, heck, that was what I said before. I sure hope that I keep to my promise now.
Anyways, I’ve found out today that my best friend (former best friend? best friend from elementary?? omglob idk what our relationship is anymore ahahahaha \creis in a corner) has finally managed to get into a legit relationship. As in a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship. And as the derp that I am, I can’t help but feel sad, although, I am happy for her, as a friend should be. Blargh, I think I’m too late to catch up with the news though, and that’s another thing that makes me sad. Sometimes I wonder, what would have happened if I ended up going to the same school as her? Surely we’d be closer than we are now. I feel as though I’m drifting further and further away from my old friends, and I can’t help but feel a pang of loss and miss them so much. I miss them a lot. I really do, even if I don’t really show it well. I really wish I can spend more time with them. Then again, whenever I have free time, I end up slaving away on my laptop, so I guess I’m also at fault.
I don’t want to whine anymore, so I’ll end this post now. But before that, lemme just say that I’m currently in Cebu, aha. My summer vacation has finally started! 8D